直到冬天已經(jīng)過(guò)去很久，夏天都快來(lái)臨，才重又把這電影溫習(xí)了一遍（3月時(shí)驚訝地發(fā)現(xiàn)出了中文字幕）。
有段時(shí)間想干脆我也叫Reese好了，或者Zoe，這總比為了小名叫Mon而取名Monica來(lái)得好（啊這個(gè)英文名老派色了應(yīng)該不會(huì)用~）。我是說(shuō)，我有多么喜歡這個(gè)姑娘。
“哎，我是有多喜歡這個(gè)姑娘。她垂落的眼神，人前輕描淡寫(xiě)的表情，蜷縮起來(lái)瘦骨伶仃的身體。還有她剎那放開(kāi)的歌聲，都叫我喜愛(ài)?！?br>獨(dú)身，養(yǎng)一只瘦弱的小貓。是演員，和酒吧侍者。她自我對(duì)抗的方式是自我傷害，用左手的疼痛來(lái)掩蓋內(nèi)心的掙扎。和一起工作的男人做愛(ài)，對(duì)方很專注，她卻不夠投入。在喜歡的男孩子那里彈起鋼琴，指尖蔻丹已剝落一半，在黑白琴鍵上有種奇異的美。男孩子問(wèn)她，你在逃避什么？她說(shuō)，我要回去喂我的小貓。
有時(shí)候脆弱得只想索要一個(gè)擁抱，長(zhǎng)久的、堅(jiān)定的、溫柔的擁抱。有時(shí)候又異常警醒、咄咄逼人，這樣的自衛(wèi)狀態(tài)，要么是面對(duì)不知來(lái)者善否的陌生人，要么是面對(duì)至親。
18歲離家，因?yàn)椴荒茉?，所以連母親的葬禮也沒(méi)有參加。因?yàn)槭翘珢?ài)的人，所以反而能輕松用仇恨與他們對(duì)峙

the best movie for me in such a long time......

在這個(gè)夏季的末尾觀看關(guān)于冬季的電影,在心正經(jīng)歷的嚴(yán)冬里遭遇夏日燦爛的陽(yáng)光,對(duì)自己說(shuō):just pass winter.

We are unique.
We are easy to understand others,but it's difficult to be understood.
What's the unique,that's what we have our own world.
And we choose to live in the world that's quite different from others.
It's easy to get what we want，if we're willing to sacrifice sth.which means big to others,but exactly means little to us.
It's difficult to let others completely in,and we keep it with honor and suffer.
Given it's easy to be not myself,but still get myself to be always in struggle.
We want others to know our world,but not
everything everyminute.That's the struggle.
However,we are looks like attractive,and no one found we're lonely.
But fortunately,if we are never stopping to find out the world. Maybe,some day,some one,will be on our side.
When we met each other,we have to accept some compromise for not me.

走過(guò)冬季：just pass winter
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